Alright, so tomorrow is Valentines Day and for the 19th year in a row... I'm single for it. Now don't get me wrong, power to all of your guys's love and relationships and whatnot. But it's another day in the year where it's spotlighted that I'm not in a relationship. It's not even so much that I'm not seeing someone, it's that everyone is busy on dates or 'sticking it to the man' and being single and going out and all that. When really, all I want to do is stay in and watch some movies with a friend or two.
I'm not depressed or anything like that, but I could very well be drunk tomorrow by myself if it comes to it. Literally by myself 'cause I can't text or talk to anyone 'cause they are all with their boyfriend or girlfriend. Meh. I'm not one for this 'holiday' and never was. And maybe one day I will be, but I doubt that day will ever happen unless I find someone. And even then it's iffy, 'cause it's just another day for people in relationships. They get to see that person they are dating. And I know what you're say: "You're 19, you're young, you've got lots of time to find someone" And as true as that may be, I've been patient for 19 years and it'd be nice for maybe a little bit of light to guide the way.
I guess I'm one sided 'cause this day is all about love, and if you're like me and have never been in love, then you'll know exactly what I'm talking about. And I wouldn't even really be writing this Blog if it wasn't for the fact that the closest person to me in this moment just cancelled our plans. So really, I just didn't want to be alone on this day for various reasons that shall remain unnamed.
So, that is my not so worldly rare valentines rant as random and jumbled as it may be. I know what I'm talking about. :)
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